A Weekend At Jan & Wayne's

I spent a good part of the weekend at Jan and Wayne's.  She let me borrow her Triumph TR8 convertible.  So I went to the water slides with Valerie, then up to Alta all the while getting fried by the sun.

I have just realized how picky I have become about women.  In a way it is good.  I will not marry just the first girl that comes along.  At the same time I might not give some girls a good look when I ought to.

How come I feel like I have done this before?

Ron is going to have a church court.  This will be an interesting experience since he is my roommate!

I have really been tempted lately to avoid writing in my journal and reading the scriptures.


JC

Participating In A Bishop's Court

I blew my stats final today.  It lowered my grade in the course from an A to a B.  I was very discouraged.  Sometimes I just don't feel I have the smarts that it takes to do the job.

I participated in a Bishop's court this evening.  It was an important experience for me.  I felt a spirit of love throughout the trial and that made things go smoothly.  I'm impressed a great deal with both Bishop Shelley and with Brent Thomas, the first counselor.

I represented The Church and found it difficult to bring strong allegations to someone while they sat right in front of me.

The decision of the court was unanimous and it greatly reinforced my testimony.

Tracy Milligan and I went for a walk last night and again this evening.  I really can pick 'em.  She is leaving for Arizona tomorrow then home to Colorado then she will be off to France for a year!


JC

Not Academic Scholar Material

I feel no inclination in any part of my body that can even hint towards me being a scholar.

Although I have been blessed with a sound mind and aptitude, it is simply not within my character to excel in academics.  After my statistics test this morning I pondered the possibility of becoming a teacher.  I am not sure in what way I will leave my mark on this earth but I am confident that I will leave some mark somewhere.  I can feel it inside.  I will succeed in doing something in this life very well.

Creativity does not seem to be one of my strong suits.  I do feel that I can observe and learn and benefit from what I see.  I must determine some goals and begin toward towards them.


JC

When Dad Said "I Love You" & Sitting On The Stand As A New Bishopric Member

When President Andersen announced my name to be the second counselor in the bishopric my heart was pounding.  I could feel it as it raced the blood through my arteries, straining my neck against the collar of my shirt.  I was asked to sit on the stand.  Although I was nervous and my hand trembled as I held the hymnal, I did feel good to be up there.  I still feel like John Christensen.  I felt inadequate as usual during my temple recommend interview with Bishop Shelley.  How could I possibly say yes to a question asking if I was totally honest in all my dealings with my fellowmen.  I said yes.  What does that say about me?

I called Dad tonight and had a good talk with him.  It was mostly about trivial stuff like tennis but it felt comfortable to talk with him.  At the end of the conversation I told him, as I often do, that I loved him.  I must have caught him off guard or something miraculous happened, because he said "I love you too."  I almost went into a state of shock!  That must be the first time in the last 15 years of so that I can remember him saying those exact words!  I've always known that he has loved me but there truly is something magical about those three words.

Finals week is coming up this week.  I have three tests to take in three days.  I hope that I can stay current in my journal!

I don't remember exactly what President Andersen said as I was being set apart as a counselor in the bishopric, but I do remember the feeling of closeness to spiritual things.  It did feel good.


JC

Religion 130 Class Testimony Meeting

Not much to write except that I am very tired.

We finished up in the Religion 130 workshop tonight with a testimony meeting.  One girl got up and said that it was only the second time in 7 years.  Everyone in the class bore their testimonies and the meeting went very well.

We are getting close to finals.  One week left and I have to take three tests!


JC

Coming To An End With Val

Val and I saw "Gremlins" last night.  I don't know why but I felt kind of uncomfortable.  I just don't feel like taking things any farther since she is going on her mission.

We watched teachers teach this afternoon in search of a replacement for Jim Dallysple.  Jim Lucero taught real well.


JC

The Power Of The Spirit To Change Lives In The MTC

It is a humbling thought to realize the tremendous forces that are influencing lives for good at the Missionary Training Center.  Elder Cluff (Big Elder Cluff) and his district are leaving this week.  The changes that have taken place in him are like night and day.  2 1/2 weeks ago he was rude, cocky and rebellious.  Tonight in class he sat on the front row, participated in the lesson and expressed his excitement as he prepared to enter the mission field.  No other influence save that of the Spirit could create such a miraculous change in so short of a time.

Today has been a non-stopper and yet as I drove home at 9:00 p.m. from the MTC, I thought how boring life would get if there weren't lots of things to do.

John A. is battling with the truth lamp in a loving effort to get it to stay on.  He is studying for the GMAT.  What a great friend.


JC